www.luthfidarwis.tumblr.com of course I don't mind! and that's actually how tumblr works right? feel free to reblog :-)

hahahaha you're probably right. I have an anxiety of abandoned issues. whenever I start any kind of relationship, my mind keeps telling me that sooner or later they will realize that I'm not that interesting so they choose leave. I don't blame people, it's just me who can't cooperate with universe.

so, instead of being around, I choose myself. yes, I sometimes ask people what should I do, but no matter how big their words, I still have doubts. I'm a very very moody person, a minute I feel like people love me the next second I'm like "world hates me blablablablah"

I don't share much with my mom, I always wish people can read me when I allow them to. instead of sharing, I own a little box inside me. sounds fucked up, but Hi ! it's me

the thing is, I do blog not to impress, I mean like being impressive is just a bonus. karena emang pada dasarnya gue nge-blog itu untuk mengekspresikan ide-ide gue aja. dan kalau emang bosen/capek, itu bukan karna "harus terus cari ide buat impress orang supaya menarik" tapi karena emang lagi bosen aja, contoh nya pengen melakukan hal baru selain blogging, karena ide itu bagus bukan karna dipaksa, tapi ya karena ide itu dateng dengan sendiri nya.

dan sebenernya gue bukan Fashion Blogger loh. I see myself as a Style Blogger, Style disini tuh bukan cuman dalam artian tentang Fashion aja, Style disini maksudnya gimana gue melakukan hal dengan cara gue sendiri, entah itu dari hal sketching, dressing, seeing things in my point of view, writing, presenting something, semuanya. karena menurut gue, gue gabegitu kompetitif dalam hal fashion blogging, karena menurut gue, gue ga begitu up to date perihal collection di season ini atau itu, I just like what I like.

:-)

mmmmmmmmm..

owh.. good for you :-). I don't label, personalities attract me.

are you?

Thank You for your concern!! I admit that I'm kinda struggle with what in my mind these days. and what you're saying is a 100% true. there's a bit complex stuffs that I'm concerning to make, but sometimes in some way I loose control and feel insecure, I don't know why, it's just not really me these past days, I'm sorry if I let you down. but I promise I'll be back.

thank you for your concern, it's such a wake up call to me, thank you very much :-)

AWWWWWWWWWWH that's such a double complements? I guess. thank you :-)

well I already have the book, but first time I read it, was online. IT"S AMAZING, I love all the drama going on around charlie's life, about his friendship with Patrick, Sam, and others is just totally touching.

frankly I'm not really into reading, yes, I read a few books, but sometimes I got a little blank every time I read a book, but this time when I read Perks, it just gave me goosebumps that couldn't even think about blanking.

there's one chapter, when Charlie gave a Mixtape gift for Patrick, I immediately downloaded it, and the tracks are truly great, I admit, it consists of The Smiths, Smashing Pumpkins, etc. and also, I quoted words that really really really true for me, and it's not just a few, there are a lot of strong words in it, the book is like explaining my thoughts with words.

it's just so true about the youth. I recommend

nope :-)

not really, it's getting random

SO FUN!! ;-)

well I let you to judge me :-) tell me what do you think

a really white ghost girl wearing a Kimono, and her long eyelashes tighten me up

tentacles.

cover walls around my bed with pillows, cause walls disgust me.