Is it necessary for me to act like I'm 12 years old still? If it means I don't have to "grow up."

To me, there are two ways of defining "growing up." There's the responsible way and the irresponsible way. I'm trying not to fall into the irresponsible category, thanks. I have priorities.

Being impulsive and doing something that could possibly ruin the rest of my life isn't at the top of that list, unfortunately.