My summer was good :) work , school and hanging out . Now I am in school ugh haha

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me too I hope I can get on YM again sometime =]

HELLO YOU =]

Alrighty then =]

You welcome I just wanted to share my little story.
I am sorry that happend to you.

I am with someone else at the moment and he knows what I experienced and we share that we both experienced hearbrake. It gets hard because I haven't fully moved on but only time will give me that. I am open Im always open but sometimes I wish i am more open.

Nothing , because things turn out the way they need to turn out. There is a reason why me and the ex didn't work out. Only thinking what I wish I could change will only make me go nuts.

Yes I have. Besides seeing someone you love die being heart broken is the second worst feeling you can ever experience . Last year was the first time I fell in love with this guy. I never expected falling in love so fast or at that moment in time . He just came just out of random in my life. I was skeptical at first but time past and I fell in love with him with out realizing it . He told me he loved me first I still remember the date of this day.

I felt so excited being in love the first time was something I couldn't explain everyday I woke up thinking everything was beautiful . How amazing this was ... you know too perfect. Time passed and one day I didn't hear from him . I was okay he might be busy then another passed then a week passed then another week and then another one. Before I knew it was a month before I heard anything from him. I tried to contact to him but basically ignored me .

One day I woke up like shit basically woke up crying . I looked out the window such a beautiful day but I felt like being under my covers and not coming out just crying. How could someone I loved do this to me . I gave him everything , I let him break my guards my insecurities . It was hard just realizing he moved on and was a player basically was full of bullshit.

It has been about 3 months and honestly I still think about him every single day. Its hard knowing that I fell in love and got heartbroken by someone you trusted so much. Its a challenge only time makes it better. Also don't torture yourself with memories because that will kill you it kills me a little bit everyday. Know that it is your past and let it go. Oh and also forgive yourself and forgive the person who did to you don't forgive for that person but for yourself.

I am over the heartbroken but like I said he is still in my memory only times will make it better.

I am sorry i wrote so much its just I got carried away .
Goodluck =]

Hi Stranger =] I am good