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ich bin bestimmt kein liebes-guru, aber ich finde deine einstellung goldrichtig. ich war (und bin) auch immer lieber alleine, als mein leben mit jemandem zu teilen, der mich nicht absolut verzaubert. seien wir ehrlich, den ganzen spaß kann man auch haben, ohne dass der junge 'der eine' ist und wenn dann eben dieser junge kommt, ist es wunderbar und turbulent und fast schon zu viel. hier spricht eine steppenwölfin aus erfahrung.

ja, aber die spitzen trügen wohl noch die erinnerung längst vergangener strähnchen in sich - ich habe seit etwa zwei jahren das färben aufgegeben.

obi wan kenobi!

I wouldn't say ashamed is the right word. I think it IS very important to be aware of things that happened in history as to not make the same mistakes again (I'm saying mistakes because a lot of people got drawn into this horrible movement because group movements work like that- you are not really able to 'see' things anymore). the things I know about world war II though, I learned them from history books, I learned them from talking to elderly people, and basically that is the same way people from other countries learn about this era.
I was in a buddhist monastry once with some other german girls and there were also some jewish people there who wanted to talk to us over a cup of tea so they wouldn't feel weird about having german people at this place that was supposed to be peaceful for them and not about old wounds. when talking to them I realized that after all, I don't feel 'responsible' for any of the things that happened, although it might be part of my heritage.
I am responsible for what I am doing on this planet right now and the only thing important to me regarding the issue of WW II is being open and aware, willing to talk to people although I don't necessarily have anything new to say.
being a german in other countries you get a lot of hateful comments but the way I see it, awareness of the past is good but only if you don't get stuck in it. I have my visions of making the world a better place and I don't think you can read me being 'german' out of any of them. I hope I could help in some ways.

everything fresh and veggie! I love indian curries with almonds and chick peas, pumpkin soup, blueberries.. I don't know, I really like food, so it' hard to choose. ;)

I started studying literature and theatre because I always played in my younger life and I felt like these fields of studies really matched (me), but actually sincce I'm in university I'm much more interested in writing than in playing. it's kind of sad that I don't really do acting any more these days but I found other things like playing in a band and writing. I might be back on stage some day, who knows. as for you: I don't think you really need experience to start acting in university. everything I learned about being on stage before uni was completely different from what I've learned there so I might as well have had no experience at all.

I'm the worst person to ask this! I really never saved any money, somehow I never learned how to do so. whenever I have money, I'll spend it an enjoy life, whenever I don't I'll buy couscous or a bag of potatoes and live off that for a week. it's bad but I guess what always falls behind when I'm broke is the food, I rather spend my money on books or pretty things. not having money certainly is not a nice feeling but it can be really adventurous too and in fact you really can read your priorities from the things you put your little money into. more of a rant than an advice but I'm not a money person at all.

thank YOU so much, dear. there certainly are these rough times in my life too, when I don't really feel like anything I normally enjoy will cheer me up. I still do those things then, just to not fall into a routine of pitying myself. the BEST medicine when you're really under the weather though is laughter. the things that make you laugh don't have to be intellectual or anything, it's just about this ray of light that shows you there will be the dawn after all this darkness. the last time I really felt down was when me and the boy called it quits but I found this tumblr and even in these dark hours it made me laugh so much and it was just relieveing to know that there is still laughter in my life. the tumblr is stupid and hillarious and frankly I didn't care: http://whatshouldwecallme.tumblr.com/ enjoy :)

geh raus, die sonne scheint. JETZT! :)

gerne würde ich, aber irgendwie fand ich noch nicht die richtige farbe für mich, bzw. empfinde es immer ein wenig als 'zu viel'. eines tages werde ich mich in die hände von profis begeben und fortan nicht mehr ohne meinen perfekten lippenstift leben können. bis dahin carmex lipbalm.

ich LIEBE rapunzel/feldsalat in allen variationen, und suppen. meine maman macht die wundervollste kalte gurkensuppe, die vor allem an den heißen sommertagen unschlagbar ist. oder einfach verschiendenes gemüse kleingeschippelt, in den ofen mit knoblauch und zweibeln, darüber olivenöl und rosmarin und dazu einen frischkäse-thunfisch-dip. :) und natürlich dinge wie joghurt mit blaubeeren, erdbeeren und die wundervollen fleks von kölln-flocken.

when it comes to love, I'm still figuring it out. I came to the conclusion that if it's not strange and beautiful, it's not love. for someone who loves being free, it can be hard to find that equilibrium between being with someone but still being your own person, this is qhat I'm working on right now. I really hope and believe you'll be happy in the end.
whatever may come, may come i something that I always try to have in mind and this thought really helps accepting certain things. chin up, dear. :) xx

there certainly is no recipe.. I'll go with jack keroac first: 'The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.' to be in love then goes way beyond that though as there must be a balance between sharing your life with someone and still being free.

danke :) und ebenso. nachträglich.

I love daisy by marc jacoby, flora by gucci and just got love, chloé for my birthday which is also lovely! :)

oh, zu schulzeiten probierte ich alles. haarfärbeexperimente inklusive. schwarz steht mir nicht. ich war wohl eher wild und expressiv, aber da wir immer umzogen, fanden mich viele leute oft eher seltsam, denke ich. aber natürlich führte das alles dazu, dass ich meinen stil gefunden habe, bzw. auch noch finde. ich hörte neulich einen wundervollen satz: menschen werden dich beurteilen, egal, was du tust, also kannst du ebenso gut die dinge tun, die dir freude bereiten. ich würde sagen: tu es, all die sachen, die du willst. aber färbe dir vielleicht nicht die haare schwarz, wenn du blond bist.

wer will das wissen? :D ich verweile.

die erika in mint grün. große liebe.

I lived in paris, right now I am in munich and in two weeks I'm going back to university which is in a small town called Hildesheim.