Well, of course. I don't think there isn't one person that feels like that about another person.

But to be honest - if I lost that person I have to take into account whether it was something I did or whether the situation was something I couldn't control. There is no use in dwelling over a person moving on with their life, even if that means you lose them.

never

gift-it present that is fucking shit.

my mother.
and sometimes - if im bothered to write about humorous situations if im not too busy rue-ing in every thing i do.

i wake up, i rue the day i was born, i don't get up for another 45 minutes. i have tea and biscuits. i go back to bed and continue my rue-ing. i get up again to have lunch something i complain about if i have to cook something i complain about if i have to move around in order to eat it. i do cat things with my cats while rue-ing. i rue while my mother annoys me. i rue while my mother makes me make her tea. i rue when my father returns from work with his stuffy, congested nose. i rue while i hack a lung out because my throat itches and it feels scabarous. i rue online because theres no one to talk to or im just a buzz killer. i rue when i put my cats to bed. i rue while watching youtube videos. i rue eating chocolate and brushing my teeth. i rue until i force myself to sleep and then dream of logan from gilmore girls having a breakdown in my bathroom because im dying from cancer. and then i wake up and beg to go back to sleep.

i plan on my dying before i finish a WIP

will reaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

what are your crap questions formspring

Um, sometimes one of my best friends or Helen. Other than those two people almost never. I always keep them to myself so I can save up all the pent-up excitement and use it to power-write my way through chapters and editing and stuff. (':

every 6 months

no formspring. no.

erm well the remaining ways to have a conversation would be via phone or online.

so phone would be two hours and online... well, there's often lulls in the conversation or either person will walk off because well thats what you do but the longest with lulls would be a whole day and the longest with no lulls is about 2/3 hours.

okay you see when i type lol its because the conversation went slightly awkward. when i actually mean i i go all out with 'LOOOOOOOOOOL' or 'LOLOLOL'.

how boring am iiiiiiiiii~

Yes particularly my three closest friends. When i dont talk to her for a long time one of my older friends from Newcastle is fabulous at making me feel better. Also Helen because she's so squishy and she's been mentioning me lots lately and makes me feel loffed even though we havent talked much this week.

Yessss

i wish to sleep.

...but to also watch the paradise all over again.

Djdicjdjwididf i should be asleep a lot earlier than when i go to sleep. Last night was half three D:

/dead

Nooo i do not.

i am good at being crap at everything