Not sure.
I do not know what to believe anymore, in me or otherwise. If you were to judge me by my raw intelligence, you'd say I was bright. Judge me by my academic effort and all respect you may have had for me would immediately be lost. Judge me by my writing? You might call me a prodigy or just a whiny teenager with a pen, who knows. By my looks? You'd be unimpressed.

My point is, there are lots of ways to judge. I am not a safe gamble. So, it is hard to believe in myself 100%. Some days I am confidence in certain aspects while others, not so much.

Right now, I don't know what to believe.