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I think it's sweet that you have a crush on me but to make an account on a site like that seems a bit...extra, don't you think? If you want to talk to me there are definitely better ways to do it. :)
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Not sure.
I do not know what to believe anymore, in me or otherwise. If you were to judge me by my raw intelligence, you'd say I was bright. Judge me by my academic effort and all respect you may have had for me would immediately be lost. Judge me by my writing? You might call me a prodigy or just a whiny teenager with a pen, who knows. By my looks? You'd be unimpressed.
My point is, there are lots of ways to judge. I am not a safe gamble. So, it is hard to believe in myself 100%. Some days I am confidence in certain aspects while others, not so much.
Right now, I don't know what to believe. -
I think so.
I believe in inevitability, that certain things are bound to happen beyond control no matter what.
"Fate" seems to imply that everything is definite. That, I am not too sure of. -
Thank you, love—trying. I do not know what is wrong with me, and I doubt that it will go away immediately. But! I should probably look for ways to keep myself preoccupied.
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How do I even answer this.
I do not know.
I was filled with a burst of inspiration and then it died. And now I am grieving an idea I never fully expanded on, it was just a sentence.
Right now, I am ...missing someone. The kind of missing where they are easily accessible but mentally you are not certain of anything so you can feel enough of a distance to wish one did not exist.
I feel fed up.
And you know what?
I want to cry.
Badly.
But...I feel a little verge and empty so I will stay quiet for a while longer.
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Excellent movie!
I liked it, just the same way lots of others did, but it reminded me of the worst things in people.
Watching it also reminded me: I am grateful for the way I am able to view certain things, to be the character willing to assimilate & all that. The movie was like a bit of a lesson to me. Somehow. -
"The voices are real."
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My friend's birthday tomorrow. Trying to brainstorm card designs. other than that, there's really nothing to keep me thrilled. We're gonna watch a movie, possibly shop a little. Not too certain .
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Not at all. Afraid of drowning, maybe. Afraid of the moments where you can't breathe, the moments that pass before you sort of...cease. But the idea of just not existing does not bother me. It's the actual transistion I worry about.
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This question leads to a very horrible story that I don't like to tell, since the memory is highly cringe-worthy & I was idiotic at the time. I believe it was February/March-ish, I don't remember when. And the "who" is irrelevant as well. Sad thing is, that wasn't too long ago. And that's what scares me most, that in certain ways I am still incredibly stupid, naive & clueless.
But, that is my own problem and I have to fix it my own way.
At the same time, I wasn't the type who expected every "first" to be perfect; I didn't expect anything, really. I just wanted it to count, you know? To mean something, to be a memory you wouldn't want to erase as soon as it was over. I wanted things to count.
But it didn't. First kiss didn't count. -
Hm. Not too sure. Out of life, I just want to see myself looking forward to tomorrow. I would hate for my future to consist of a job I hate, people I can't confide in and the same old places. I want to see old age with a story to tell and I want to have honest conversations with people. I don't want life to be a chore, but who does?
As long as I can have my name in print, a song of mine on the radio, and know that I influenced anybody, that would be an accomplishment. So what I'm looking to gain is recognition solely for doing what I enjoy. -
That is excellent news, thank you! I'm thrilled that you want to write more for yourself just by reading my stuff. You should. I do it for my own reasons & it's helped; Tumblr helps. Having an audience & an instant outlet. I hope you do, I prefer to read all the things people say.
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Oh, well thank you!
Your description does sound like me a little. I'm a little "off", but it suits me. I'm not really original. I'll stop using that word. I am just the same thing with a bit of twist. You're the second person to call me introspective—I guess I must be, although I really never take the time to self-reflect like I used to. Nice to know I remind you of someone you're so close to. I appreciate that; not creepy at all. -
English, love.
Please apply it.
I know you must be teasing but why would you even. -
Your email, you should check it.
Also, I am bad at letters, warning you now. With inconcise opinions.
But hopefully, you'll reply despite that. -
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Me, I'm alright, I think.
Woke late, still frustrated with the universe, but otherwise delightful.
I'm playing games on my iPod in the meantime, until...something happens. I meant to call my father, ask him something, not sure if I will anymore, not with my hair the way it is.
It gets dark too soon. I notice it more than usual now. But that's okay.
I'm okay. Nice of you to ask. -
Aww, thank you !
I appreciate that.
I'm glad you liked it, I think a few other might have a well.
I might post a few every once in a while. Just to sample.
Right now it's nowhere where finished, barely even started, but wouldn't it be fun if Tumblr could watch me complete my goal?
Probably not. I just like to dream. -
Starr ?
Who else?
Aloha : currently listening to a playlist on repeat & novelling and wishing I had food.
I'm always stifling my hunger.
Won't live for too long, I doubt. -
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Lana’s Bio
Ello, You've reached Canela's formspring. Cinnamon addict, writer, & perpetually confused.
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