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Disneyland.
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lol no! We gotta sit down & talk about this. idk when I can buy tix for that night. Skoo just started & it's been a rough week since my financial aid is taking forever. :|
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6 months later... shit.
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yes. and you are...? :]
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The campus inn. Tea. numnumz.
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It is a sunny day.
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Uhm. You're welcome...?
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*sigh* He wasn't really a douche as in he was a jerk to me... He was a douche cause he has yet to notice I fucking exist.
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Well Abby, they are as follows:
1. GET A FUCKING CLUE. I mean seriously. Do you really think that's going to pull through? You're just USING HER as an anchor... as a safety net for whenever YOU'RE done with experimenting other betches. She's your sloppy seconds, and she's got you wrapped around her pudgy little fingers. You're blinded by her glazed donuts. Yes douche, i'm telling you the bitch is fat, and has no idea how to properly put eyeshadows on. I mean seriously... COME ON! You'll never know that I have HUGE feelings towards you, because if I tell you, shit will be pointless. You're blinded by her "amazingness", if that's what you even want to call it. Hearing your bullshit love story made me really want to shout SHE DOESN'T EVEN GO HERE!!!! Cause she doesn't guy. So you'll never know that if you were mine, I'd get you whatever your heart desired, tried making you happy in every way possible... Write you a song that was only meant for us, making you realize that I couldn't live without you. Cause I thought you'd have felt the same way, as it should be. But then I forgot... YOU'RE A DICK. So I'll pretend to be your best friend, like I have all this time... Continuing to tell you she needs this & she needs that... giving you advice for a bitch that doesn't even care. She doesn't deserve your love. SHE DOESN'T DESERVE YOU. Everyone tells me that you're an idiot if you haven't noticed me. Little by little, I'm beginning to believe they're right.
2. You know I like you, SO WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME ABOUT YOUR LOVE INTEREST? Do you really think I care? I don't. You're not even WITH HER and you're discussing wedding plans with ME!? You're one of the reasons why I don't even WANT to get married. It's just a piece of paper. I don't think i'll ever be able to tell someone "Baby, I love you so much we gotta get the GOVERNMENT in on this shit!" I know I've told myself if I were ever to get married it'll be a balls out Disney wedding... and if we can't afford it we won't go through with it. lol But weddings are for people who want attention... like a troubled girl. You're worse than a girl. Dreaming of things that... are just... fuck man. Okay. Dreaming is one thing... But thinking about things that won't happen because you're not making an effort, it's stupid. If you liked her that much, you would tell her. Tell her like... I told you. I wasn't afraid. I mean sure, I was a bit scared... but it felt good to release all that into someone that needed to hear it. I never really got a response from you... come to think of it. But at least I had the balls to be the bigger person and attempt to make something happen, instead of dreaming.
3. Hi there. I know we've only known each other for a few months, but I think you're amazing. Ever since we had our first REAL conversation... My life hasn't been the same ever since. I've said things to you that I haven't even told my friends i've known for YEARS. It's very easy to be able to open up to you, telling you my likes & dislikes. When you asked for my number, I danced that night. Exited that you're interested... At least that's what I think. :] And that one day... That day you quickly said that I was beautiful... I cried behind my sunglasses that day, hoping you didn't notice. You're actually everything I wanted to be. You do things I wish I had the guts to do. Little things... and you know how much I adore my little things in life. :] In all honestly, I'm really hoping you have feelings for me... cause... You've done/said some things that made me tell myself "Friends wouldn't act/say things like this." It was very flirtatious, and I didn't mind that at all... BUT... If you're leading me the wrong way... Then I was wrong about you. I just... I want to be able to tell you that I have strong feelings towards you, but it might be because of the little things that you do to make my mind think that there's something there... Something we can both be able to share. If there is please speak your mind. If I just freaked the shit out of you, I'm sorry. I hope this doesn't mess up our friendship, and that's the last thing I want to do here. So yeah. That's about it. Please don't treat me differently if you don't feel the same way. If you don't then i'm sorry for coming on so strongly... I just had to get this out of my head. So we cool G? :]
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Believe me Abby, If I can tell these guys this... If I had the fucking guts... I would. -
Okay John Mayer.
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I'm not a hockey fan. :[ I've never seen a whole game. Have no idea what's going on at that end of the pool. The only hockey I've seen is Mighty Ducks. EMILIOOOOOOO. XD
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LA Weekly. If that is considered a magazine...
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Movie/TV show quoting, taking pictures, making music, watching cartoons ((good ones)), singing random songs... Disneyland run for food & snacks, Hollywood & splurge at the local Sephora, MAC & other fine stores... Hanging out with the ones that are close to my heart... Perfect day.
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What!? Ohh... no... No i haven't.
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Cristina Gonzales’s Bio
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