Um...well. The previous girl had actually broken up with me back in january. But...we kept talking and I tried...so...SO increadibly hard to have faith in her. But I just...hurt too much. I couldn't do it. The way she treated me...I couldn't handle it anymore. So...I met someone new <3 And...she treats me with so much respect and kindness. I know she really cares about me and i'm so thankful I found her and that I have her in my life. I am so happy! <3

BUNNY SLIPPERS

no no! not at all! Thank you so much sweetheart <3 I really, honestly appreciate that you took time out of your day to write me all these kind things. It seriously means the world to me <3

STORMY <3

ofcourse I am! <3 I'm really interested in Film. I'm going ot film school to become a cinematic film director/producer based in LA. I'm also working on getting my cosmetology license soon as well!

Hi there sweetheart <3 Yeah... I don't want to sound like a drama queen but, I hate when something bad happens in my life and it affects my videos/photos etc. It's not really fair to just suddenly stop posting things without letting you guys know so I just believe it's better to be honest about me, my feelings, and what's going on to you guys. Plus, I think of you all as friends rather than "fans" <3 :)

Aww, thank you beautiful! <3 You're so incredibly sweet. I really need some support right now and you helped me out so much <3 I really appreciate it :)

oh haha, cool. Thanks for letting me know I guess XD <3

Cool haha, how do you know this person? :)

Well thank you darling <3 Everyone's offering such amazing support right now. I really truly appreciate it. That's so sweet of you to offer :) That would be really nice haha. I'd love to maybe learn this person's name or something? <3

BEST. QUESTION. EVER.

awww haha, well thanks for letting me know <3 Maybe i'll say hi to her one of these days :) I always love meeting new people <3

duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3

only if you want to <3 Yeah...it's so much. But I do want to be strong. I really am putting in a lot of effort. I do believe in smiling every day. Even if you're life is horrible, there's always at least one thing to be thankful for everyday that'll make you even the tiniest bit happier. I'm not dead yet, so i'm not going to give up yet.

I'll try. I really will. Thank you darling <3 I will haha. She loves you too :)

I see. I really wish you wouldn't be though. You're so kind :( <3 It is...it really is. I feel like my heart is shattered. I'm all alone now. No close family (aside from my sister who's now in a facility...), where i'm living now is 30 minutes from my friends, and i'm not wanted right now by someone that I really...really care about. I keep saying the same things over and over again, but it's true. It really hurts. Not only that but i'm going to college, getting a job, trying to live on my own. It's so hard. But I've been through hard situations before...and I was ok. I just need to try to fight so i can be ok again some day. I have to wake up and tell myself it's ok to smile and laugh right now. But i know if I do...sooner or later it'll become natural again and I won't have to force myself. I just have to have faith in myself :/

oh gosh. Um...well. Like I said, she tried to....overdose...on christmas eve. It was really scary because...I'm the one who found her. It's never fun finding your little sister almost passed out in the street....Um. As to why, well. that's difficult. Our father passed away two years ago after having a brain tumor for four years, our family friend passed away this august from cancer and it brought up old memories for her, and then, our grandmother passed away in november. My sister was really, really close with her. Also, we don't have...the greatest family relationship right now. Like i said, i'm not living at home right now. She's been moved out of state and into a really nice boarding school/facility and she really likes it there. She's a lot happier and she's getting healthier too. I miss her like crazy but i'm really glad she's getting help. She's already told everyone this story and she doesn't mind me sharing this. That's the only reason why I would ever post this. Thanks for asking and thinking about her <3

...who is this? ;____; <3 You are so sweet. Thank you so much. I don't think i'm strong at all....but thank you for your kind words. It really made me feel better <3

No. I thought I was but no.