Haha, well i could have studied harder. But its all good, lessons learnt and now i am doing the best that i can.

Emath A1, english A2, malay B3, higher malay B3, full english lit B3, full bio B3, combined humans (history + ss) B4, full chem B4.

Maybe once in 3 weeks to a month.

I think it would depend on the lucky couple. I love attending weddings of people I know personally, because I think its quite a blessing and honour to be able to share such a special day with them. However, if it is someone who I am not particularly close to or don't know personally, I find it to be rather insincere to be there. I mean if it were my wedding, I'd want only people who I know and I want to share the day with me to be there, thats what matters most. So in the latter case I would feel like I contributed to quantity but not much more.

I would actually prefer to be alone. Nothing calms the heart like fantastically stellar music and the dark.

Haha, I don't actually. But my little brother is quite a fan. So I may know a thing or two about Naruto and Bleach.

Great personality for sure. Our physical appearence can change over time for better or worse, but a great personality is a timeless asset to have.

Hmm, I am really not a big fan of it. I feel that the only jewellery/accessory a man should wear is a watch and his wedding band.

I would think more safe.

If you find it a hassle or troublesome to be in a relationship then there is no reason to engage in one. It can bring no benefit to you or your partner if you are not interested in the relationship. Its better to stay single if you feel that it is more suited for your current lifestyle.

Yes, I comprehend that. I am trying to tell you that I was not trying to be exactly like any other girl in my school. What I meant was that I tried to have a personality that I did not have ( when I said I was trying to be someone I was not ). And I also thought that it'd be useful to know that at that age, being pretty was not something that I thought was helpful and it was in fact hurtful. Get it?

Haha, I did not mean I was trying to emulate another person. What I meant was that I wanted to have personality that wasn't mine. All the cool girls at that time were rebellious, and indifferent to their schoolwork. And at that point that's all I wanted to be because I wanted to be cool too. About prettiness, well at that point strangely enough, when you are considered to be pretty by others ( even if you don't think so yourself ), all the girls hate on you. And its an extremely hurtful position to be in to be bullied cause you're slim, or cause you are fair just as it would be if you were plus-sized.

Whenever I am at home or at a relative's place, I make it a point to pray at the prayer times. I have yet to do so when I am not at home, cause its quite uncomfortable still? Also, I try to replace common reactions like "thank god" with "alhamdulillah" etc. when I converse, or even when I think to myself. I learnt somewhere that the more you recite, think and feel such phrases the closer your heart feels to Allah, and the easier the path to him will be. And i always try to remind myself never to judge someone else on their religiosity, for that is their concern with Allah. And to never be affected by what people judge about my religiosity, cause what is my concern is that I keep trying to be the best muslim I can, even if its in smaller steps and even if it takes longer.

Not really, I mean I guess this is what FS is for. Its just, sometimes I don't understand why certain people ask questions to find a flaw or a fault in another person. Other than that its all good, after all, I don't even know if its all one person or many different people. And to me, it honestly doesn't matter.

I'm sorry, I really don't get this question.

Are you asking me what the dumbest move I have ever made is? Well, if you are then, I don't think I can rate the dumbest. I have done many silly things throughout my life. But I think something that has cost me the greatest would be my mentality as a teenager, when I tried to be someone I was not in secondary school. But, in a way, I am glad it happened the way it did, cause it how I've learnt to stand on my own two feet, and that's what's keeping me together now. (:

I am not a risk-taker, and at times I wonder if it discounts me a greater opportunities or productivity. The risks I take a very calculated, and I find little thrill in uncertainty.

Hmm, I have always had a need to have my belongings arranged a certain way, and I am extremely possesive and territorial when it comes to my personal space, even as a child. So when I was in primary school, mean kids would often intentionally mess up my things or throw them away to upset me. And although it was a really big toll on me for a long time, I've learnt to let it go and learn from it. That there will always be people who judge without understanding, and are too afraid of what they don't know.

Well, I am sure I cannot be compared to the Prophet in terms of the value and amount that I can contribute to society and to my religion. So, I'd rather live longer, as even though I can contribute less, I have more time to do so. I have sinned in my years of life so far, and being granted the gift of a long life, would allow me time to repent.

I wouldn't say either one exclusively. I've grown up a whole lot, and learnt the value responsibility, academically, financially and also for my own well-being. I have grown to be an independent person, who can pretty much settle things on her own and actually I prefer it that way. But there will always be the child in me that still loves all the small things that I used to.