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    1. Ashi J
      Ashi responded to Wrenchsman 5 Oct 11

      The last time I fell for someone... I felt awkward, anxious really. Not the good kind that gives you butterflies, but the kind where you're always scared. You're walking on eggshells because you just want to be liked. I wasn't even sure if I was actually liking him, I just so badly wanted to be liked that I tried really hard to be like-able. It felt strange and weird. It wasn't right at all, nothing like the first few times I fell for someone. So clearly I made the wrong move and learned from it, I was being stupid and little desperate.

      I just can't auto-fall for someone. I never could as a kid, everyone would gossip in school about crushing on random kids right? I was never that girl, I always fell for my friends. The people who I talked with everyday, the ones I got to know and laugh with. The guys I could punch in the shoulder and fart and we'd all burst out laughing. Man I miss those days so much. That's why I always tell people, If you're interested in me? Seriously be my friend. Friends come before lovers, and if you're a good friend you get great benefits in my books. At least that's how I personally see it.

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      LOL! Don't worry about wrong blog, but it's all good. After all I got one little doodle done, right? I know it use to be a ton of fun. I really did enjoy hanging out there in Jan and lil bit after that. Seriously the creativity and conversation was sooo much entertainment I loved it so much! But now it's all about pony sex and pony hate and more pony sex. No offense but I normally hang with furries all day for work and stuff. So hearing about sex/fetish/xxx is a major boring topic to me now. Wow the internet has ruined me. lol But if I knew who you were I'd certainly give you a hug! :D

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      Ashi responded to Soulskulptor 5 Oct 11

      The day I got to come home form Australia and hold my dog in my arms again. I love my shade and I don't know what I would ever do without him. There is no better feeling in the world than hugging my babies, especially after a long time without them around to bother and annoy me. ;;

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      Ashi responded to Wrenchsman 5 Oct 11

      I do. I believe anyone can do it. Not that everyone has the power to do it, but I believe anyone out there, somewhere, has that power. They could be anyone. Because if we didn't have those people, where would we be today?

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      I would hug anyone who asked! But I can't just randomly hug air, I need to know who wants hugs silly. lol

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      Ashi responded to Wrenchsman 5 Oct 11

      Every night. It's really the only thing that ever gives me peace. That has to be my favorite thing from back home, I mean home home. Back on the farm out in the middle of no where.... I would sit out in the pasture in the middle of the night and just stare up at the billions of stars. There's no view like that. Even just thinking about it takes my breath away. Even to this day it still gives me peace, I can just smile and breath easier when I'm looking up at them. It's not the same view, but they are the same stars in a way. I would sneak out of my house when my parents would fight, when everyone was screaming, and I would just sit outside shivering in the chill of the night staring at the stars. I would sit there and smile to myself, because I know knew... It was going to be okay. So now, being awake almost every night, I always go outside. Be it in the backyard, the driveway, or just walking around the neighborhood. I always catch myself staring up at the stars. I know because I almost ran into a tree the other night from doing it... oii.

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      Ashi responded to Soulskulptor 13 Sep 11

      Whenever I get fevers, sadly I get them very often and they drive me nuts. Can't eat, can't sleep, can't do much of anything when I have one and makes me useless. ; ;

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      Ashi responded to LackLusterX 10 Sep 11

      I've been waiting on this question forever because I couldn't think of anything. But right now something super funny happened and I'mma share it. I just farted so hardcore I woke my little crippled dog into a panic and watched her awkwardly flop around on the ground trying to get up trying to figure out what the loud noise was. I'm still snickering about it. Also yeah, I fart. Toot toot.

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      Ashi responded to Wrenchsman 10 Sep 11

      First off. I think the lover who tells them to break it off is a shitty person. Look, it's understandable that you don't like your partners friends. I hated many of my ex's. But not once did I ever tell them they couldn't speak or be friends with their friends. And those who give in to it? They're pathetic. Wow. Good to know how much your friends mean to you as soon as you get some bed fun. Ridiculous. I think being in a relationship is all about building bridges, not burning them.

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      Ashi responded to Slash125 10 Sep 11

      S..stop what? D: Being conscious? Trust me, I'm trying!

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      Well that's not a very fun game. There's no hints, no clues, absolutely nothing to go off of! For all I know you're my room mates ass of a cat. >:C She likes playing these kinds of dirty pranks of me.

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      Ashi responded to Soulskulptor 4 Sep 11

      I got something. To shake Steve Irwin's hand. Impossible because he's dead! But that man was my idol growing up. Kids wrote about their parents and shit, I wrote about the awesome crocodile hunter.

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      Ashi responded to oblikun 2 Sep 11

      Villain! And super suits, like spandex? No thanks. But I would be a tad form fitting. I always thought they did it for the sexytiemz but in reality you don't want flowy capes and shit cause that's a major disadvantage in any fight. Tied back hair, probably a mask, black grip gloves, long sleeved strapped jacket, tight matching pants, and some BAMF boots that I could probably crush someone's skull with. And a whip. Cause I like whips. lol

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      I'd probably destroy everything. But I'm more likely to just chill in the background and use my powers to my own selfish advances, rather than destroy the world I would take total advantage of it. Fuck yeah villain.

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      Ashi responded to oblikun 2 Sep 11

      I do not consider them spam questions at all, they're interesting and I like them. :D

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      Ashi responded to Soulskulptor 2 Sep 11

      First thing, a pokemon adventure! Second would be any type of fun RPG adventure of treasure hunting or slaying monsters, and the third... Just turning over and seeing a smiling face beside. Third are the worst because I always wake up.

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      Ashi responded to oblikun 2 Sep 11

      I hear that I do and often. As to what I say? I have no idea, you'd have to ask my room mates cause all they do is laugh at me and refuse to tell me what I actually say. :C

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      Ashi responded to oblikun 17 Aug 11

      Totally have had secret loves. And you know what? I think they're the best kind.

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